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Fuzziness and Breath

by Not For Coltrane

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1.
You are breathing next to me You are sacred melody You are touching fuzzy cloth You are, even when you're not With hands on head A touch of red Eyes, arms, and feet Cloth and skin meet And touch upon everything I've got Across my limbs now A twine in common A mortal passion A thread of conscience Make no excuses For singing sloppy Uncommon concept Now you've got me I am breathing next to you I never know what I should do I get so lost, hopelessly derailed With fuzzy skirts and long fingernails Hair stuck in mouth Without a doubt A grinning plea "It wasn't me!" Such human notes played up and down the scale Across my limbs now A twine in common A mortal passion A thread of conscience Make no excuses For singing sloppy Uncommon concept Now you've got me Now you've got me Now you've got me You are soft against my face You are velvet to my lace You are quiet when you're scared You are bouncing in your chair Sound and touch Oh so much Taste and tea Facing me Placing free fingers in my hair Across my limbs now A twine in common A mortal passion A thread of conscience Make no excuses For singing sloppy Uncommon concept Now you've got me Now you've got me
2.
Every other day The city's sleeve gets ripped away These cardboard homes are not what they once were And on these special nights The sullen trucks and Christmas lights Glare so much they blind even the whores I knew them way back when I wore a collar then I tried not to sound too absurd I walked the city streets I preached and gave them meat They ate the wounds but not the words, words Snow falling everywhere tonight The cold snaps and traps and cuts the light I lost my name and more From New York to Baltimore And it may be years before I'm right That was the way back then The 80s and money men Captains of industry and clout First Reagan and then Bush, but it was Always a different push And never for us, without a doubt I tried to give them hope I tried to help them cope They put their hearts out to receive But things were the same in Rome And orders were from the throne And I wanted so much to believe, believe Snow falling everywhere tonight The cold snaps and traps and cuts the light I lost my name and more From New York to Baltimore And I made my exit out stage right I'm so much older now Different, but the same somehow Moved from New York to Baltimore I gave up the cloak of faith Put a family in its place Two kids, a wife who I adore But I still go back sometimes I walk through the welfare lines My American dream has been erased From 41st Street blues To Rent then in Broadway shoes I guess we all just need some space, space Snow falling everywhere tonight The cold snaps and traps and cuts the light I lost my name and more From New York to Baltimore And I may not ever know if I'm right I may not ever know if I'm right I'm not so sure I want to be right
3.
Well, I found your old, worn-out, black suitcase And I helped as you gathered your clothes Some socks, a few shirts, my pride, all your hurt All packed up and ready to go It was a cold Wednesday night to end 17 years Of roses and struggles and pain But a love cannot thrive when it's burned out inside I'd have pleaded, but I knew you wouldn't stay As you packed up our van, you said you'd always care And you wished you still loved me as well As you drove off, I crumpled to the living room floor What I whispered, if you couldn't tell, Was, "I wish you well, I wish you well" There's a woman at the liquor store counter; she asks, "Did you find everything that you need?" No, ma'am, she wasn't in here on your shelf I'll have to make do with whisky Three fingers of Jack in this here water glass Probably ain't the best plan that I've had But if you knew the others I've had these past days, You'd see this one isn't so bad But it's not a victory if it doesn't stay down While it churns up and burns me like hell So I'm raising this glass to the love of my life To my failure, my lover, my spell And I wish you well And I wish you well And I always said you deserved better But it kills me to know you agree That at night, while I clutch your old pillow, You're holding him and not me Grace and little Nora are so pretty and smart They look a little more like you each day I thought I saw your fiance in the frozen food aisle He seems nice, but he just looked away As for me, well, I've finally stopped drinking -- quite so much The job's just okay This year has been rough, but I'm big and I'm tough I might even start dating someday So when you see our girls tell them I love them With a love that no distance could quell 'Til I see them next weekend, please hold them Tell them love doesn't die, fade, or yell -- It will just wish you well And I wish you well And I wish you well I wish you well I wish you well I wish you well I wish you well
4.
She's been sippin' on bloody marys Since about 7 a.m. She's got her Hawaiian shirt on She's ready for the fun to begin There's sausages on the griddle She's got that orange juice ready to pour It's breakfast time in the country Come on up to her door Down the gravel road She's here to lighten your load In the way that only she can Down at the family farm Just head up to that barn And line right up with her clan Here at the Rudy's Ransom Annual Pancake Breakfast Rudy's Ransom Annual Pancake Breakfast The band's playing Jimmy Buffett They're set up in the barn over there And everybody's singin' "Margaritaville" As they wave their plastic forks in the air She works the buffet line Serving up those good pancakes She flirts with all the old men And with boys a third of her age People sit on the ground They pass cold ones around They laugh and they celebrate And while they meet and greet The dogs sneak up and eat The sausage right off of their plates Here at the Rudy's Ransom Annual Pancake Breakfast Rudy's Ransom Annual Pancake Breakfast Accommodations are crude The only bathroom Is an outhouse she's painted periwinkle People don't mind Havin' a good ol' time Then it started to sprinkle People scatter in the downpour She's dancing in the rain 'Cuz when life is just so damn good There isn't any cause to complain She spins around While the rain's fallin' down The band's still playing "Brown Eyed Girl" She feels the rain on her face She knows this is her place She doesn't have a care in the world Here at the Rudy's Ransom Annual Pancake Breakfast Rudy's Ransom Annual Pancake Breakfast Rudy's Ransom Annual Pancake Breakfast Rudy's Ransom Annual Pancake Breakfast

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Folk meets acoustic alt-rock in four original songs about love, loss, and ... pancakes?

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released November 22, 2019

produced by Jason Reif / Freestone Productions and Michael Duck

recorded at Godfrey Daniels (godfreydaniels.org) in Bethlehem, PA,
and Freestone Productions (freestoneproductions.com) in Bethlehem, PA.

mastering by Pierre Salandy at OnPhire Master Mix in Easton, PA.

photography by Michael Kubel (michaelkubel.com)

tracks 1 & 2 written by Jonathan Mitchican and Michael Duck
tracks 3 & 4 written by Michael Duck

track 1
Dave Fry (davefrymusic.com) – mandolin
Shawn Cav (shawncav.com) – bass
Dave Deubler – drums
Michael Duck – guitars, percussion, vocals

tracks 2, 3, & 4
Michael Duck – guitars, vocals

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Not For Coltrane Bethlehem, Pennsylvania

NOT FOR COLTRANE is Michael Duck, a guy from Bethlehem, PA, who loves bringing together folky acoustic rock and evocative storytelling. (Coltrane was his dog. He thought he could sing, but unfortunately he wasn’t part of the act.)

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